Well, everyone has their own struggle. As it now, i try extremely hard to catch it. Beside my dreams in the future, it has another reason which is deserve to get. I don't care even if i would get brainwashed and a lots of "Sick Nation Doctrine" by all those crazy stuff i will get everyday. As long it could erase my gloomy memories including my sadly childhood, teribbly elementary school, until my cruel high school memory, and also all those things make me want to stab my chest everytime it comes to my head. And yes i definitely know how really tough the life is. and i HONESTLY exhausted at all. my fake laugh, my fake smile, even my fake breath...when i actually fell like i'm lifeless. not some kind of drama, but it just really funny to remember. so thats why, too much things need to let go. so please,
i just want to get my bright life
clear mind
pure soul....
